07-29-2019, 08:31 AM
Interesting. I actually felt kinda aggressive/alpha-male-y today, as if a part of me was all like "let's get this show on the frickin' road, goddammit!", and wants to be unleashed, and was testy about various negativities attached to fears. I went to bardic practice for the first time in about 2 weeks, and it felt good, I felt healthy, and I felt like "I've got this" as far as technique is concerned, just gotta keep at it. Normally, I'd often experience various spots of negativity whilst practicing, which usually had all the makings of "psychic attack", but now - I believe owing to the auric shield + FRM - these would come up in spots (various thoughts about various people I've had the unpleasant experience of working with, which would often be recurrent), and then they'd go all *poof*!
I also felt the auric shield *very* strongly about and hour or two after finishing my loop, it felt almost material (like a gluey-gooey substance).
I'm also kinda horny.
I'll be listening to the next loops on Thursday, as planned, but I'll do two instead of the previously planned three. I don't think there's any more call for 3 loops/day.
I also felt the auric shield *very* strongly about and hour or two after finishing my loop, it felt almost material (like a gluey-gooey substance).
I'm also kinda horny.
I'll be listening to the next loops on Thursday, as planned, but I'll do two instead of the previously planned three. I don't think there's any more call for 3 loops/day.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley