07-28-2019, 06:53 AM
@Rossignol17 That's definitely interesting. Can you tell me anything about how the 6 and 7 days off went? Was there a point at which you felt some aspect of the program's influence fade out or stop?
As for my own experiences, I ran a loop last night and woke up to some part of me grieving. Crying uncontrollably. I feel functional, but this part of me is definitely grieving something significant and I don't know what. It's interesting that there is the ability to function normally while this part of me feels this way and responds this way. I am trying to figure out what I am grieving, and the only thing that I get when I ask is "Mom." But not what about mom. Something she did? Maybe it's finally letting go of her and moving on with my life to achieve all of my potential.
I have never been able to be functional while this part of me was grieving before, so the program is definitely working well in that regard. It's more like comforting a friend, now, than being overwhelmed with sadness and grief myself at the conscious level.
There is also forming this I don't know what... vision? awareness of a different reality? Destination? Goal? In which I am wealthy. It's kind of like I am nearing some sort of inter-dimensional portal and through it I can see the wealth I am going to be experiencing, but I'm not through the portal yet. Everything around the portal is dark, and the portal is just waiting for me to be ready to step through. But there is no question as to what lies beyond it, or whether I will go through it. It feels like that is the definite outcome. And right now all I am doing is preparing all parts of myself for the transition.
I really, really like this program. It's not always fun and games to go through what it's putting me through, but it is extremely obvious to me that this is the shortest and most direct path from point A, where I am, to point B, wealth. It's kind of like that "shooting a tank round through a berm" (mound of earth) concept. I understand that modern tanks are so powerful that they can actually shoot through mounds of earth of up to a certain size, and still hit and destroy their targets in some cases. I feel like the tank round that has been fired. The first little bit was traveling through the air, and that was relatively easy. Then we hit the berm, and that's not so easy, but there's enough energy and momentum that it isn't a question as to what's going to happen; we are simply working our way through the berm, and once we are done with that it will be smooth sailing the rest of the way to the target.
I am still noticing the strange celebrity effect this program seems to give.
As for my own experiences, I ran a loop last night and woke up to some part of me grieving. Crying uncontrollably. I feel functional, but this part of me is definitely grieving something significant and I don't know what. It's interesting that there is the ability to function normally while this part of me feels this way and responds this way. I am trying to figure out what I am grieving, and the only thing that I get when I ask is "Mom." But not what about mom. Something she did? Maybe it's finally letting go of her and moving on with my life to achieve all of my potential.
I have never been able to be functional while this part of me was grieving before, so the program is definitely working well in that regard. It's more like comforting a friend, now, than being overwhelmed with sadness and grief myself at the conscious level.
There is also forming this I don't know what... vision? awareness of a different reality? Destination? Goal? In which I am wealthy. It's kind of like I am nearing some sort of inter-dimensional portal and through it I can see the wealth I am going to be experiencing, but I'm not through the portal yet. Everything around the portal is dark, and the portal is just waiting for me to be ready to step through. But there is no question as to what lies beyond it, or whether I will go through it. It feels like that is the definite outcome. And right now all I am doing is preparing all parts of myself for the transition.
I really, really like this program. It's not always fun and games to go through what it's putting me through, but it is extremely obvious to me that this is the shortest and most direct path from point A, where I am, to point B, wealth. It's kind of like that "shooting a tank round through a berm" (mound of earth) concept. I understand that modern tanks are so powerful that they can actually shoot through mounds of earth of up to a certain size, and still hit and destroy their targets in some cases. I feel like the tank round that has been fired. The first little bit was traveling through the air, and that was relatively easy. Then we hit the berm, and that's not so easy, but there's enough energy and momentum that it isn't a question as to what's going to happen; we are simply working our way through the berm, and once we are done with that it will be smooth sailing the rest of the way to the target.
I am still noticing the strange celebrity effect this program seems to give.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
