07-27-2019, 01:13 PM
Funny. Out of the blue I recalled the "If I were a rich man" song from "The Fiddler on the Roof" (I sang it extensively for some time during my conservatory days; I won't link it because I assume everyone's heard it at one point or another, lol), especially focusing on the part: "and it won't make one bit of difference if I answer right or wrong: when you're rich they think you really know" (lol!), and the very ending: "would it spoil some vast eternal plan... if I were a wealthy man!" (lol!).
This was accompanied by a rather pleasant shiver going from the inside out.
I'm also finding myself thinking of this saying we have around here, and which, for some reason, my vocal coach seems to be fond of saying, and which I would translate as: "While money does not give happiness, it's still way better to cry in an A-class Mercedes than at a bus stop". (Lol).
I'm noticing bits and pieces of what appears to be going on under the hood coming up into the conscious (professional frustrations, mostly), but it's just bits and pieces of it. It was way more noticeable in the beginning of my running UMS, and stopped occurring sometime after I felt the "cauterizing" sensations, which probably implies that the "pain relief" part of the EPHRA kicked in and allowed me to focus consciously on sunshine and rainbows whilst proceeding with whatever must be done to FRM and heal & clear.
This was accompanied by a rather pleasant shiver going from the inside out.
I'm also finding myself thinking of this saying we have around here, and which, for some reason, my vocal coach seems to be fond of saying, and which I would translate as: "While money does not give happiness, it's still way better to cry in an A-class Mercedes than at a bus stop". (Lol).
I'm noticing bits and pieces of what appears to be going on under the hood coming up into the conscious (professional frustrations, mostly), but it's just bits and pieces of it. It was way more noticeable in the beginning of my running UMS, and stopped occurring sometime after I felt the "cauterizing" sensations, which probably implies that the "pain relief" part of the EPHRA kicked in and allowed me to focus consciously on sunshine and rainbows whilst proceeding with whatever must be done to FRM and heal & clear.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
