07-26-2019, 09:01 PM
After Loop 1,
Holy mackerel; I'm experiencing some emotional turmoil. I had some before running my first loop - feeling myself in a crabby mood - but it's been turned up to 10. Those feelings were playing off my feelings expressed at the end of my last journal. Some frustrations about how my love/sex life feels consistently stalled out.
Was at a bar with some friends from martial arts and I was keeping to myself. To be honest, thoughts of suicide and ending it right then and there came up. Feeling fuming rage. I realize that it's part of the process.
Holy mackerel; I'm experiencing some emotional turmoil. I had some before running my first loop - feeling myself in a crabby mood - but it's been turned up to 10. Those feelings were playing off my feelings expressed at the end of my last journal. Some frustrations about how my love/sex life feels consistently stalled out.
Was at a bar with some friends from martial arts and I was keeping to myself. To be honest, thoughts of suicide and ending it right then and there came up. Feeling fuming rage. I realize that it's part of the process.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal
