07-24-2019, 11:35 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-25-2019, 12:38 PM by Have at ye.)
OK, change of plans. I will do 3 loops back-to-back tonight, and then take 7 days of break. So basically 3x1, 7x0 protocol, for the next 16 days or so. Afterwards, I shall be switching to USLMaxx to facilitate the transition to DMSI, as well as other things. ( 
) [EDIT FOR FUTURE READERS: I made a mistake here, I wrote 3x1, 7x0, which is 3 days of 1 loop followed by 7 days of 0 loops, when I intended to write 1x3, 7x0, which means 1 day of 3 loops, 7 days of 0 loops. The 3x1, 7x0 system is the official, modeled ASRB2 for resistant types. I made this error because I am very smart, as you can all clearly see!]
I did one loop last night, and am feeling pretty well, stuff is getting worked on etc. I also cannot complain about my current financial situation at all, I'm comfortable for the time being. I am noticing myself pondering at times what to do with all of the monies that will be coming my way thanks to UMS! I'm definitely getting a grand piano, and I will be having sex on top of it (lol). As well as a private practice space, with soundproofing and everything. I'm really fed up with having to drive around town to do my bardic practice in relative comfort!
Anyroad, when I do two loops, I can tell my subC is working overtime and thus requires more sleep because what it is doing is too taxing on the nervous system to stay awake at the same time. It's mostly the EPHRA aspect as far as I can tell - there's lots of stuff going just below the consciousness, but going waaaay too fast for it to be able to process it. On one loop, this is more perceivable and gentle (I'm actually getting dreams I can remember when running one loop).
Two loops seem to be hitting deeper stuff, though. I can tell, because I want to listen to angrrry derp metalz \m/ and stuff like that - basically, "angry at fate and stuff" type of stuff (so basically angry at my deep subconscious, lawl).
The improvements to FRM are making a difference for the healing aspect, definitely. Some of the stuff I am noticing that my subC is working through would have woken me up with a start and feelings of anxiety on the earlier FRMs.
I believe the program is trying to do *a lot* of stuff at once. And it is working. Trouble is, for a more radical approach, an "easing-in" process might be necessary to get the subC used to getting this heavy a workout (and mine's used to getting worked *hard*).
) [EDIT FOR FUTURE READERS: I made a mistake here, I wrote 3x1, 7x0, which is 3 days of 1 loop followed by 7 days of 0 loops, when I intended to write 1x3, 7x0, which means 1 day of 3 loops, 7 days of 0 loops. The 3x1, 7x0 system is the official, modeled ASRB2 for resistant types. I made this error because I am very smart, as you can all clearly see!]I did one loop last night, and am feeling pretty well, stuff is getting worked on etc. I also cannot complain about my current financial situation at all, I'm comfortable for the time being. I am noticing myself pondering at times what to do with all of the monies that will be coming my way thanks to UMS! I'm definitely getting a grand piano, and I will be having sex on top of it (lol). As well as a private practice space, with soundproofing and everything. I'm really fed up with having to drive around town to do my bardic practice in relative comfort!
Anyroad, when I do two loops, I can tell my subC is working overtime and thus requires more sleep because what it is doing is too taxing on the nervous system to stay awake at the same time. It's mostly the EPHRA aspect as far as I can tell - there's lots of stuff going just below the consciousness, but going waaaay too fast for it to be able to process it. On one loop, this is more perceivable and gentle (I'm actually getting dreams I can remember when running one loop).
Two loops seem to be hitting deeper stuff, though. I can tell, because I want to listen to angrrry derp metalz \m/ and stuff like that - basically, "angry at fate and stuff" type of stuff (so basically angry at my deep subconscious, lawl).
The improvements to FRM are making a difference for the healing aspect, definitely. Some of the stuff I am noticing that my subC is working through would have woken me up with a start and feelings of anxiety on the earlier FRMs.
I believe the program is trying to do *a lot* of stuff at once. And it is working. Trouble is, for a more radical approach, an "easing-in" process might be necessary to get the subC used to getting this heavy a workout (and mine's used to getting worked *hard*).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
