07-21-2019, 11:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-21-2019, 11:11 PM by Have at ye.)
Just started up my loop for today, headphones, low volume, hybrid trickling stream (prior to that I was playing UMS through my laptop speakers, hybrid, higher volume - but since it was laptop speakers, relatively speaking, the volume I'm now using on headphones should be about the same or at least similar, but playback quality is about a zillion times higher).
Had definite healing & clearing related dreams last night, I even remember some of them and they seemed to be related to familial issues, and had a song playing within the dream itself, and after waking up I went for a little walk and listened to the song for a good hour or so, haha. Here's the song in question if anybody's intersted, it's in Polish and is very sweet, haha, no rokkin' this time around: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wChFEkCqt5s
My liver and heart seem to be feeling way lighter now as well. Heart still could use a little bit more work, but it may be acting up due to fear removal in progress. I am also now experiencing less annoyance at the thought of describing my girls' gaming tactics, haha.
I have some wonkiness and anxiety at the root level (think "root chakra") of which I was aware for some time, and on which I had done some pretty extensive work already, which seem to be getting worked on by UMS. I feel more stable and grounded, physically as well as emotionally now. Let's keep at it for a while.
Gonna go for some bardic practice today, last week I was kinda feeling kinda down so I decided to give myself a week off from singing to recover a bit better from sinusitis which I've had acting up since about the middle of June (incidentally, it tends to starts acting up when I'm stressed and tired. I have an idea how to get rid of the darn thing for good, as it's a nuisance, but it'll have to wait).
Yesterday I have also decided to ramp up my physical fitness regimen up a notch, so as not to plateau.
I'm noticing that several things that kept getting delayed due to various reasons, and which may be very beneficial to me career-wise, have picked up again. F. in. a composer dude for whom I've written a libretto in English *three years ago or so* (I think it was still pre-DAOS, sub-wise for me) has actually started to work on the darn thing (he's been kinda wary of working on it, and distracted by various other things as well). It's quite possible that while I'm not yet getting potato left and right (apart from about a thousand in what I see now as TID-money, which made it possible for me to purchase UMS on pretty much "a whim"
), events and probability lines are getting "lined up", so to speak, to bring about proper monetary results, and should start bearing fruit down the line, I think.
Had definite healing & clearing related dreams last night, I even remember some of them and they seemed to be related to familial issues, and had a song playing within the dream itself, and after waking up I went for a little walk and listened to the song for a good hour or so, haha. Here's the song in question if anybody's intersted, it's in Polish and is very sweet, haha, no rokkin' this time around: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wChFEkCqt5s
My liver and heart seem to be feeling way lighter now as well. Heart still could use a little bit more work, but it may be acting up due to fear removal in progress. I am also now experiencing less annoyance at the thought of describing my girls' gaming tactics, haha.
I have some wonkiness and anxiety at the root level (think "root chakra") of which I was aware for some time, and on which I had done some pretty extensive work already, which seem to be getting worked on by UMS. I feel more stable and grounded, physically as well as emotionally now. Let's keep at it for a while.
Gonna go for some bardic practice today, last week I was kinda feeling kinda down so I decided to give myself a week off from singing to recover a bit better from sinusitis which I've had acting up since about the middle of June (incidentally, it tends to starts acting up when I'm stressed and tired. I have an idea how to get rid of the darn thing for good, as it's a nuisance, but it'll have to wait).
Yesterday I have also decided to ramp up my physical fitness regimen up a notch, so as not to plateau.
I'm noticing that several things that kept getting delayed due to various reasons, and which may be very beneficial to me career-wise, have picked up again. F. in. a composer dude for whom I've written a libretto in English *three years ago or so* (I think it was still pre-DAOS, sub-wise for me) has actually started to work on the darn thing (he's been kinda wary of working on it, and distracted by various other things as well). It's quite possible that while I'm not yet getting potato left and right (apart from about a thousand in what I see now as TID-money, which made it possible for me to purchase UMS on pretty much "a whim"
), events and probability lines are getting "lined up", so to speak, to bring about proper monetary results, and should start bearing fruit down the line, I think.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
