Shannon's UMS Journal

[Shannon]

And this might help some of you.

It's funny that I have seen the same video about a week ago.

We went to the beach after dinner, and it felt very nice to relax, but I wanted to get home and keep working on USLM.  When we finished walking at the beach and I got home, I immediately continued working.  A few hours later gf walks into my office and offers me sex.  To my amazement, I had to answer that I was too tired.  (That almost never happens!) I thought about it and realized that it wasn't that I didn't want to have sex, it was that the program was at the early stages of doing what it is designed to do, and it was working me so hard that I simply didn't have any energy left.  I also realized that as the program accomplishes the changes that it is designed to make to the listener subconsciously, this won't happen anymore.  Making all these changes at top speed all at once is hugely exhausting, and working this hard on top of it.  At that point, we went to bed instead.

Is it possible to make this process smoother and maybe slower if the person require that? Sleep disturbance and low energy were a big problem with the latest sub versions and as someone who is not self employed I cannot simply take a nap when I want to but I must remain fully funtional if I want to do a good job and that was impossible in long term with that level of exhaustion. This was different when I started the sub journey because I was student back there, but now it really kills me.

I made UMS much smoother than previous subs.  As for slower, it works at the rate it needs to work for you to achieve the goals.  I had one day of sleep disturbance.  And my exhaustion isn't from low energy, it's from doing so much at once and being so productive consciously and subconsciously.  

In regard to the second part I marked, I am still fighting that exhaustion I experienced even after not listening to subs for a long time. It is possible that I got stuck somewhere in the process and the program couldn't finish what it has begun? In this case I am just not sure what to do, because I am still so exhausted that I had to reduce my work times and starting subs again seem not possible at the moment without stopping work like for good or getting fired. I just hope this will fade. On the other side I seem to still process something because I have many dreams which seem fear related.

If you're dealing with exhaustion even after not listening to subs for a long time, then depending on how long (more than about 20-35 days) it's not the subliminal.  Magnus Engine v2 isn't designed to make these programs "go slow" or "be gentle".  It's designed to get the job done and, given how much resistance and other such crap has been thrown up to prevent achieving the goals of these programs time and time again, be as powerful and aggressive as necessary to do it.  But like all new technology, the changes it causes only need to be made once, and then you acclimate.  For example: when we went from 4G to 5G, during my first test of the first 5G sub my brain was so exhausted by the program that I literally fell asleep within 10 minutes of starting the program.  Now look at us; the very first 5.5G sub (E2) was light years more powerful and effective, but people acclimated.  And now we're closing in on the end of 5.5G and UMS is light years ahead of even LTU5, which itself was light years ahead of the stuff that came before it.  People started off having challenges, and then they acclimated.  It is simply a process of making the changes that are being required by the subliminal; as they are achieved, the energy required drops and so does the tiredness.

The only thing I can think of for how having used a subliminal could have affected you with long lasting exhaustion is if you subconsciously decided that keeping yourself exhausted all the time would make the stakes too high to use the subliminals anymore, as a punishment that would get worse and more costly if you kept going.  That seems pretty far-fetched and unlikely to me, though.  I think more than likely if you're experiencing exhaustion after the amount of time I stated above, then it's got something to do with something else.  

I apologize for writing so much in your journal, but it seemed related to what you wrote and I didn't want to just copy the citations from your journal anywhere else. If it is better for you, you can move that and the response to my last journal (Some kind of journal...) or to the discussion thread.

Since this is my journal, it is better for you to copy my citations somewhere else - usually my journal discussion thread, which is specifically for that purpose.