Day 127
The A/C continues to struggle; I continue to struggle to sleep well.
I think I’m going to do the 5-MeO, and my acupuncturist wants me to do it when he’s back in town so that he can help if anything comes up. That means that it’ll happen at the beginning of August, and since I don’t want to mix the subs and drugs, I think it’s a good time to stop using the sub to take the 35 days off.
Summary:
It hit me in terms of ability to sleep, so something was happening. DMSI hit me hard in terms of emotions, while LTU didn’t, so that’s an advancement of LTU. (Or alternatively, the prospect of having sex/being sexual was terrifying to me in a way that the healing offered by LTU wasn’t. It’s not clear how to tell.) Otherwise, I can’t say that I could tell that anything else was going on.
Perhaps I’ll return to LTU after the drugs. I don’t know.
(Edit: if anyone has any questions, I’d be happy to answer them.)
The A/C continues to struggle; I continue to struggle to sleep well.
I think I’m going to do the 5-MeO, and my acupuncturist wants me to do it when he’s back in town so that he can help if anything comes up. That means that it’ll happen at the beginning of August, and since I don’t want to mix the subs and drugs, I think it’s a good time to stop using the sub to take the 35 days off.
Summary:
It hit me in terms of ability to sleep, so something was happening. DMSI hit me hard in terms of emotions, while LTU didn’t, so that’s an advancement of LTU. (Or alternatively, the prospect of having sex/being sexual was terrifying to me in a way that the healing offered by LTU wasn’t. It’s not clear how to tell.) Otherwise, I can’t say that I could tell that anything else was going on.
Perhaps I’ll return to LTU after the drugs. I don’t know.
(Edit: if anyone has any questions, I’d be happy to answer them.)
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
