06-29-2019, 10:32 AM
Day 125
A day off. Now that I wear earplugs overnight, I have to listen to the 5 loops during the day and it’s been hard to get them all in. I’m in a shared office, so I can’t just play it ultrasonically, as the age skews quite young, and when I tried it I got complains that my phone was making a high-frequency noise. So I keep it on my computer and keep it playing while I’m there, but my day is broken up into a lot of meetings. But I’m taking the next two weeks off, so ultrasonic during the day will likely work for those two weeks.
I’m following up on the A/C repair, and am realizing now that because it’s getting hot out and it’s a short week, I need to just get it working and not worry too much about warranties, etc.
As for my emotional state, it’s not great. The grief/worthlessness feeling underlies everything. I’m not feeling any movement.
A day off. Now that I wear earplugs overnight, I have to listen to the 5 loops during the day and it’s been hard to get them all in. I’m in a shared office, so I can’t just play it ultrasonically, as the age skews quite young, and when I tried it I got complains that my phone was making a high-frequency noise. So I keep it on my computer and keep it playing while I’m there, but my day is broken up into a lot of meetings. But I’m taking the next two weeks off, so ultrasonic during the day will likely work for those two weeks.
I’m following up on the A/C repair, and am realizing now that because it’s getting hot out and it’s a short week, I need to just get it working and not worry too much about warranties, etc.
As for my emotional state, it’s not great. The grief/worthlessness feeling underlies everything. I’m not feeling any movement.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
