06-20-2019, 11:07 AM
Day 116
Day 2 on, volume 7/16 ultrasonic 5 loops overnight.
Still lots of grief and sadness; exhausted in the mornings because it takes me more than an hour to fall asleep at night.
In talking with my shrink, he’s wondering to what extent my reaction of grief to my work with my sexuality coach is due to me hating women in general. That didn’t feel quite right, but I can’t entirely deny a deeply buried anger at the world. When I’m collapsed and feeling worthless, the hatred feels entirely inwardly-directed, but there may be a feeling of pushing away others.
Day 2 on, volume 7/16 ultrasonic 5 loops overnight.
Still lots of grief and sadness; exhausted in the mornings because it takes me more than an hour to fall asleep at night.
In talking with my shrink, he’s wondering to what extent my reaction of grief to my work with my sexuality coach is due to me hating women in general. That didn’t feel quite right, but I can’t entirely deny a deeply buried anger at the world. When I’m collapsed and feeling worthless, the hatred feels entirely inwardly-directed, but there may be a feeling of pushing away others.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
