06-18-2019, 08:11 AM
Day 114
Day 2 of being off; I'll resume the overnight ultrasonic at a lower volume tomorrow.
I slept terribly and woke up exhausted, but have been thinking about a singing lesson that I had last night. I'm starting to finally get the subtle things that are really making things kick in, and the more that I think about the fact that I'm finally getting to the point where my teacher is saying, "That. Just keep doing that" with no suggestions, the more I can find a buzz in my body.
I still feel the grief deep underneath, and I'd still like to heal that, but I think this buzz is a variety of self-love. This is something that I can tell myself that I'm good at and wanted for. Hmmm....
Day 2 of being off; I'll resume the overnight ultrasonic at a lower volume tomorrow.
I slept terribly and woke up exhausted, but have been thinking about a singing lesson that I had last night. I'm starting to finally get the subtle things that are really making things kick in, and the more that I think about the fact that I'm finally getting to the point where my teacher is saying, "That. Just keep doing that" with no suggestions, the more I can find a buzz in my body.
I still feel the grief deep underneath, and I'd still like to heal that, but I think this buzz is a variety of self-love. This is something that I can tell myself that I'm good at and wanted for. Hmmm....
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
