Some Kind of Journal - Random Thoughts

[Shawn]

I don't know how to communicate this any more clearly either.  There is fantasy for the purpose of arousal without escaping from execution of DMSI, and there is fantasy for the purpose of escape from executing.  If you do the former, DMSI doesn't respond.  If you do the latter, the ASS/ART will shut it down.  There is a significant difference.

Now, that's interesting, but this would mean that there is only one reason for people doing several things, not matter if it is fantasizing or some of the other things that were prevented. Either 100% escape or 100% motivation. But I don't believe that's the case. I can tell you for sure that for example feeling the attraction when being with a girl did create the desire to have sex with the certain girl, but at the same time it gave me some pleasure which was better then nothing and better than the risk of going for more and becoming disappointed. So staying there was also some kind of escape. I think we tried here to find a simple solution for a not so simple problem. It's a bit like extracting the oxygen from a certain area to prevent fire but killing everything there with that approach, too.

One thing I want to tell here, I am sorry that most of my posts are somehow negative, but it's not that I am trying to be negative or make the subs bad but the truth is that the latest versions of subs gave me more issues than positive results, so it's all I can report here. I hope when 6G is finished everything will become better. Right now I am even considering a longer sub break as I was running your subs from about mid 2013 on with almost none/little breaks, so already six years. And with the latest versions I just became more and more exhausted with little benefits so I feel like I need a break to recharge and find myself again. As I know myself I probably won't last long without subs, but at least it's what I have in mind now. I definitely have benefited from past subs, especially from AM6, even if some effects of AM6 already faded, but other lasted.

One other thing I want to share is how much better I seem to be able to relax as the execution in my head is fading. I am not sure what it is that prevents the relaxation, the execution itself, FRM, resistance or something else but I suspect it could have to do with the constant execution (or at least processing) without break, which is different to the 3/4/5G technology. It's like having to work all the time without break. I am not sure if there is something that can be done about it because it is somehow the purpose of 5.5/6G to be executed even when not listening actually. Maybe there could be something which allows execution breaks or something(?) to recover. I don't know what to say here, I just noticed that the subs had some superficial relaxation effect but underneath there was always a lot going on and the relaxation I feel now feels much deeper and really relaxing in comparison to what I experience with the latest subs. So far. I just wish you that you can solve all the issues you are facing now soon and hopefully can find some critical fixes to push 5.5G forward to the 6G everyone wants. Peace.