05-25-2019, 03:31 PM
I realize that there is a version of myself I want to become that I'm not yet: independent, buff, good with women, able to play at least basic guitar, creating every day, etc. And I feel like if I'm not that guy, I am unworthy of self validation. Yet I don't work towards any of those goals. I probably shouldn't even feel the need to make those changes before I respect myself. I've got a loy of changes to make.