05-22-2019, 11:54 AM
Day 60. Decided to do 9 on 1 off. Nothing major to report. Nothing I would say that is not normal from anyone. So I wont class those as DMSI effects.
Still emotional at times, tears come and go but not as harsh as it was at the start.
The girl I really got a thing for messaged me because I didnt realise I liked one of her posts. She said I shouldn't have feelings for her and that I shouldn't be looking at her posts, she promptly blocked me and I deleted my account before messaging sonething out of anger. Don't remember. We are briefly messaging on whatsapp but I'm not holding out. Still find it difficult to move on. One of my goals was to increase my self-esteem and self worth, which is my chose to do DMSI.
Still emotional at times, tears come and go but not as harsh as it was at the start.
The girl I really got a thing for messaged me because I didnt realise I liked one of her posts. She said I shouldn't have feelings for her and that I shouldn't be looking at her posts, she promptly blocked me and I deleted my account before messaging sonething out of anger. Don't remember. We are briefly messaging on whatsapp but I'm not holding out. Still find it difficult to move on. One of my goals was to increase my self-esteem and self worth, which is my chose to do DMSI.
