05-17-2019, 09:21 PM
(05-17-2019, 07:08 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: That sucks man. I'm sorry that shit happened to you.
Thanks.
It feels like the universe is dropping one pile of shit after another onto my plate. Ear infection. Then miscommunication in getting my prescription, not letting it heal for a week. Then the cracking of the molar. Then smashing of the sconce. Then the tooth thing.
What's eaten at me in the past, and what's currently on my mind, is the general self-help attitude that you're supposed to feel safe in the universe, that you're supposed to have an attitude that you're in a universe of plenty, not one of scarcity. And I want to believe that, but it feels like I'd be lying to myself. And the idea of "hey, the universe is treating you poorly, but it's up to you to change yourself so that it treats you better" feels straight-up abusive.
I want to have a better relationship with the universe, but I honestly don't know what I've been doing to piss it off so much lately.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
