I didn't think another sub could produce that, but USLM may be a producer of many inner desires and wishes, it seems. I used to actively seek out cleansing, for when it happens, I felt it throughout my whole body. I still do liver flushes regularly, and I do feel good for days after. Being clean inside is a very freeing feeling, for me. Healthy feels good.
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I am mining bitcoin presently, and I learned yesterday that withdrawals have been and will be happening all month. I initiated a withdrawal yesterday, my first, requesting they take the mining fee from my profits. Another miner doing a smaller account with me let me know last night that this isn't done anymore, as a client of his was denied it recently. My only option is to pay the fee upfront, which I don't have on me. I did tell both miners that if they gave me the fee amount, I'd give it back times 2. One is seeking a loan for this, as he'd put all his money into mining when btc hit $7000. His motivation wasn't all money either, I don't believe. He'd known this door was closed for weeks, but never told me directly. I suspect he's merely trying to do the fair thing to his client, me, so I can make a withdrawal like we've been planning for. I'll use the bulk of this withdrawal to reinvest into mining and acquire 2 long term and successful passive businesses. This withdrawal is my startup money.
I've been thinking on something, and I thought I'd share my views on it.
If anyone thinks LTU makes one's whole life easy and without pain or fear, they're merely guessing. LTU is changing my mind and thoughts, and releasing old ways is sometimes easy, and sometimes not so. Fear used to dictate 99% of my decisions. The truth is that I still know these fears, though I have something called choice now. And with it, personal responsibility.
Though I feel guilty moving forward financially and emotionally, imagining leaving old self-pitying and childish ways,
though a small part of me is still yearning for a safe space (meaning no challenges),
though I wonder what my integrity will be like with wealth and opportunities,
though I know I'll likely resign from my job, leaving men I've created a space with,
though moving near my daughter seems confusing since my ex is very close to her--and I'm unsure about trusting my ex again,
and though I've tried to offload my emotional responsibilities to others even this year.....that's my biggest one...
I choose to go forward. What scares me actually insists I make clear and simple choices. I'm not sure what to expect. I do have hope though, from someone here. I'm referring to Shannon.
I've been thinking of Shannon making recent subs, and finding answers when it was crunchtime. He hadn't seen the answer before. He credited USLM extensively. I'm on LTU which has USLM4, and with the emotional growth is coming the awareness of both old and new responsibilities. Strangely enough, I am not overwhelmed by them, nor even uncomfortably pressured. It's actually inspiring. This change is awesome. It's like these responsibilities have always been in my life. Me stepping into them is the only time I have fear, for I'm just stepping over old beliefs of "I can't".
Maybe that's why the mining and results of it aren't scaring me like they did in years past. I'm finding myself not self sabotaging, an old practice when it came to money. What I've acquired seems....normal.
This sounds like USLM to me. Thanks for putting USLM in LTU Shannon.
It's undoubtedly working!
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I am mining bitcoin presently, and I learned yesterday that withdrawals have been and will be happening all month. I initiated a withdrawal yesterday, my first, requesting they take the mining fee from my profits. Another miner doing a smaller account with me let me know last night that this isn't done anymore, as a client of his was denied it recently. My only option is to pay the fee upfront, which I don't have on me. I did tell both miners that if they gave me the fee amount, I'd give it back times 2. One is seeking a loan for this, as he'd put all his money into mining when btc hit $7000. His motivation wasn't all money either, I don't believe. He'd known this door was closed for weeks, but never told me directly. I suspect he's merely trying to do the fair thing to his client, me, so I can make a withdrawal like we've been planning for. I'll use the bulk of this withdrawal to reinvest into mining and acquire 2 long term and successful passive businesses. This withdrawal is my startup money.
I've been thinking on something, and I thought I'd share my views on it.
If anyone thinks LTU makes one's whole life easy and without pain or fear, they're merely guessing. LTU is changing my mind and thoughts, and releasing old ways is sometimes easy, and sometimes not so. Fear used to dictate 99% of my decisions. The truth is that I still know these fears, though I have something called choice now. And with it, personal responsibility.
Though I feel guilty moving forward financially and emotionally, imagining leaving old self-pitying and childish ways,
though a small part of me is still yearning for a safe space (meaning no challenges),
though I wonder what my integrity will be like with wealth and opportunities,
though I know I'll likely resign from my job, leaving men I've created a space with,
though moving near my daughter seems confusing since my ex is very close to her--and I'm unsure about trusting my ex again,
and though I've tried to offload my emotional responsibilities to others even this year.....that's my biggest one...
I choose to go forward. What scares me actually insists I make clear and simple choices. I'm not sure what to expect. I do have hope though, from someone here. I'm referring to Shannon.
I've been thinking of Shannon making recent subs, and finding answers when it was crunchtime. He hadn't seen the answer before. He credited USLM extensively. I'm on LTU which has USLM4, and with the emotional growth is coming the awareness of both old and new responsibilities. Strangely enough, I am not overwhelmed by them, nor even uncomfortably pressured. It's actually inspiring. This change is awesome. It's like these responsibilities have always been in my life. Me stepping into them is the only time I have fear, for I'm just stepping over old beliefs of "I can't".
Maybe that's why the mining and results of it aren't scaring me like they did in years past. I'm finding myself not self sabotaging, an old practice when it came to money. What I've acquired seems....normal.
This sounds like USLM to me. Thanks for putting USLM in LTU Shannon.
It's undoubtedly working!
I want to be FREE!
