05-10-2019, 07:53 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-10-2019, 07:55 AM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Day 41:
Still feeling like I did last night, except I've got this attitude of "I'm gonna handle it like a man and do what I've gotta do anyways" and I also have convinced myself that with the "becoming" method mastered, I can bring about the resolution I want. I just have to have faith and keep grinding away. What I'm doing lately is practicing Japanese while I'm in bed on my computer, rather than dicking around. That way, I'm being productive and doing something good for myself. Slowly but surely, I'm moving towards my best self. I want to be the best version of myself I can be when I reintroduce myself to my ex-friend. I wanna change a lot of things. And when we meet again with me at my best, my friend will want to be friends again, and with the becoming method, I know things will get to a point that this friend is willing to work through unresolved issues with me,
Still feeling like I did last night, except I've got this attitude of "I'm gonna handle it like a man and do what I've gotta do anyways" and I also have convinced myself that with the "becoming" method mastered, I can bring about the resolution I want. I just have to have faith and keep grinding away. What I'm doing lately is practicing Japanese while I'm in bed on my computer, rather than dicking around. That way, I'm being productive and doing something good for myself. Slowly but surely, I'm moving towards my best self. I want to be the best version of myself I can be when I reintroduce myself to my ex-friend. I wanna change a lot of things. And when we meet again with me at my best, my friend will want to be friends again, and with the becoming method, I know things will get to a point that this friend is willing to work through unresolved issues with me,
