Another AM6 goal that I notice being bring back to the foreground with the stage 7 refresher is:
- Refusal to allow yourself to be taken advantage of, walked on or treated poorly by anyone, but especially females.
The result of that is that I am finding myself irritated by others and find myself in arguments to assert my rights and defend them with vigor. The urge for justice and respect to my person is strong. It is very reminiscent to what I was feeling when I started the AM6 program.
The funny thing is that torward the end of AM6, I felt, possibly because of the varnish layer, my way to handle those situations was becoming smoother... It feels like a mini surge of aggressivity where my boundaries need to be respected...
I am amazed how potent and powerful this program is... I guess that I notice the effect because it has just being brought back in the foreground and for that reason, everything is amplified... Hopefully, things will become more balanced as it used to be...
but in all this turmoil. I recognize that no reaction from me is gratuitous. I'm not bursting into anger for no reason. People that treat me right have the nicest part of me in response. Only when someone try to pull shit out of me that I am going to react accordingly with vigor.
Despite being strong responses, it makes sense
- Refusal to allow yourself to be taken advantage of, walked on or treated poorly by anyone, but especially females.
The result of that is that I am finding myself irritated by others and find myself in arguments to assert my rights and defend them with vigor. The urge for justice and respect to my person is strong. It is very reminiscent to what I was feeling when I started the AM6 program.
The funny thing is that torward the end of AM6, I felt, possibly because of the varnish layer, my way to handle those situations was becoming smoother... It feels like a mini surge of aggressivity where my boundaries need to be respected...
I am amazed how potent and powerful this program is... I guess that I notice the effect because it has just being brought back in the foreground and for that reason, everything is amplified... Hopefully, things will become more balanced as it used to be...
but in all this turmoil. I recognize that no reaction from me is gratuitous. I'm not bursting into anger for no reason. People that treat me right have the nicest part of me in response. Only when someone try to pull shit out of me that I am going to react accordingly with vigor.
Despite being strong responses, it makes sense
