E2 Journal

[findingme]

You realizing that you may not love or respect yourself even if you succeed.........I could have written that. That's been an old fear I've hung to for ages, and it's justified me staying in one place. Since I've always had a low self esteem, I thought I'd be dependent on others for validation and acceptance. No joke. That fear of growing has been instrumental in my life a very long time.

What kinds of desires for the future do you have?