05-02-2019, 07:11 PM
Day 67
I'm sleeping pretty poorly; a combination of ear infections, wall popping, and my usual not-awesome sleep.
On one hand bank accounts are disappearing from my account page. On the other hand, at work I was able to prevail in a tricky cross-group conflict, leading my group to convince a different group that they needed to go in a different route.
I'm still wrestling with emotions. They're still very raw, and I'm still having trouble finding arousal at all, and more trouble finding it without grief and terror.
I'm sleeping pretty poorly; a combination of ear infections, wall popping, and my usual not-awesome sleep.
On one hand bank accounts are disappearing from my account page. On the other hand, at work I was able to prevail in a tricky cross-group conflict, leading my group to convince a different group that they needed to go in a different route.
I'm still wrestling with emotions. They're still very raw, and I'm still having trouble finding arousal at all, and more trouble finding it without grief and terror.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
