04-25-2019, 05:52 PM
Day 60
Back at home.
This morning, I was talking to my brother's wife before I headed to the airport, and she asked me if I had a good time. Grief hit me so hard. I've been so raw this past week, and that seemed to cap it off.
But I flew home, and walking into my apartment I felt myself relax deeply in a way I couldn't at home. I dunno if that was me not feeling safe to just do whatever, or not feeling OK in the house, or being around reminders of the past.
Back on for another four days starting tomorrow.
Back at home.
This morning, I was talking to my brother's wife before I headed to the airport, and she asked me if I had a good time. Grief hit me so hard. I've been so raw this past week, and that seemed to cap it off.
But I flew home, and walking into my apartment I felt myself relax deeply in a way I couldn't at home. I dunno if that was me not feeling safe to just do whatever, or not feeling OK in the house, or being around reminders of the past.
Back on for another four days starting tomorrow.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
