04-20-2019, 01:07 AM
Yeah. Normally I'd be anxious and fearful as I compared myself to others. This has been a regular habit of mine. But the beauty of the FRM is that it's working. I have the privilege of using LTU, and the very fears I spoke of last night are being chipped away at. I'm starting to notice that when I'm really scared of something, that's when the FRM is working on it. I'm not scared this morning, and that's nice! Thank you Shannon for creating this 
And being on LTU has made me aware of limiting beliefs, and I have never even thought of them before. Part of me is asking "do I really need to do this? Why?" I've been thinking about this the last few days, but wasn't sure about posting it.
I'm getting these awarenesses steadily. It is refreshing since I'm just doing my day to day activities, and I'll see and feel some obvious truth--and I wasn't even looking for it. What I am aware of are the ties to fear having kept them repressed for so long. In me, fear suffocates common sense and awareness of other possible solutions. And without fear's tentacles wrapped up in a problem, it's like "oh, there's my solution", and I move towards it. This is good. Very, very good.
Life doesn't need to be so hard. I can make it hard, but I'll start saving my energies for better uses. Thank you for making LTU and the FRM, Shannon. It's a deep, rich, beautiful experience.
Off to work now.
And being on LTU has made me aware of limiting beliefs, and I have never even thought of them before. Part of me is asking "do I really need to do this? Why?" I've been thinking about this the last few days, but wasn't sure about posting it.
I'm getting these awarenesses steadily. It is refreshing since I'm just doing my day to day activities, and I'll see and feel some obvious truth--and I wasn't even looking for it. What I am aware of are the ties to fear having kept them repressed for so long. In me, fear suffocates common sense and awareness of other possible solutions. And without fear's tentacles wrapped up in a problem, it's like "oh, there's my solution", and I move towards it. This is good. Very, very good.
Life doesn't need to be so hard. I can make it hard, but I'll start saving my energies for better uses. Thank you for making LTU and the FRM, Shannon. It's a deep, rich, beautiful experience.
Off to work now.
I want to be FREE!
