StridingStrider's LTU5 Journal

[StridingStrider]

Day 27

Completed my first proper cycle. Took two days off compared with the previous two weeks of one day off. I'm going to stick with Shannons recommended ASBR for now, as I'm finding I'm only dreaming (or at least consciously remembering those dreams) on my days off. I'm thinking that the two days off will help me process the instructions better.

Not much to report. People are still farting around me, but I've been having some bowl issues myself and letting out some stinkers. I dropped one at work today (at least I think it was me, I don't consciously remember farting) and it stunk the place out. Payback.

I've been thinking about quitting my job in a couple of weeks time as I don't really like the people I work with for a variety of reasons, and I just want out. I accepted my job back because it seemed like the logical thing to do until I find new work but now my mind set has shifted to fuck it I'd rather be unemployed for a bit and be forced to find something else. We'll see.

Still haven't made progress on learning to drive. The days I have off I either feel exhausted or just waste time on YouTube. I'm fairly self aware that subliminals won't do everything for you and you have to exert willpower to get things done but I'm feeling fairly unmotivated to do much at all. Life feels pretty pointless right now.