04-18-2019, 05:45 AM
Things went downhill, mentally and emotionally, for me since last post. Could be turbulence setting in, could be that I used a doxylamine to sleep Tue night (instead of utilizing a better choice - ie something that wouldn't affect my state-of-mind, as doxylamine is known in my experience to do), could be both.
I once again tweaked my goals this morning. I'm happier with them, and (as I mentioned in prior posts) they are all closely interrelated goals that focus on mental/emotional/thinking/behavioral change. I figure it's quicker and easier to change myself than change others/external things or events.
Having made these changes - again I'm feeling the morphine drip. It started as soon as I finished writing and reading the changes. I did not experience the drip at all yesterday.
Very much looking forward to running loops tonight for Round 2.
I once again tweaked my goals this morning. I'm happier with them, and (as I mentioned in prior posts) they are all closely interrelated goals that focus on mental/emotional/thinking/behavioral change. I figure it's quicker and easier to change myself than change others/external things or events.
Having made these changes - again I'm feeling the morphine drip. It started as soon as I finished writing and reading the changes. I did not experience the drip at all yesterday.
Very much looking forward to running loops tonight for Round 2.
