(04-12-2019, 10:46 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Feeling much better today.

I was sitting here thinking about my goals for USLM, and a strange buzz/euphoria started in my body.  I also had it Tuesday morning, the first morning after I'd run USLM4 loops.  The morphine drip - it's an unmistakable feeling.

Had crazy dreams last night.  Screaming at my dad (who was yelling back at me, angrily).  He was in another car, with the window down (through which he yelled) along w/ my mother, and perhaps one of my siblings.  I was left as a passenger in a manual transmission car without a driver (good thing I know how to drive a stick!).  These cars were out of the 1950's, the decade my parents were born.

In another dream (or continuation of the same?  I dunno), a single engine prop plane crashed into the room of a building I was in, nearly killing me.  This happened twice, in different locations.  In the dream, I exclaimed, "How is it two planes have fallen from the sky and crashed exactly where I am, almost killing me?"

(04-12-2019, 03:52 PM)Nara Wrote:

(04-12-2019, 10:46 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Feeling much better today.

I was sitting here thinking about my goals for USLM, and a strange buzz/euphoria started in my body.  I also had it Tuesday morning, the first morning after I'd run USLM4 loops.  The morphine drip - it's an unmistakable feeling.

Had crazy dreams last night.  Screaming at my dad (who was yelling back at me, angrily).  He was in another car, with the window down (through which he yelled) along w/ my mother, and perhaps one of my siblings.  I was left as a passenger in a manual transmission car without a driver (good thing I know how to drive a stick!).  These cars were out of the 1950's, the decade my parents were born.

In another dream (or continuation of the same?  I dunno), a single engine prop plane crashed into the room of a building I was in, nearly killing me.  This happened twice, in different locations.  In the dream, I exclaimed, "How is it two planes have fallen from the sky and crashed exactly where I am, almost killing me?"

About this morphine drip...

I've never use any recreational drug. Not even weed. But you guys mentioned the morphine drip here and there, especially when trying a brand new sub.

Now I am really curios. How does it feel? Is it metaphorical or literal? 

(04-16-2019, 07:03 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Yesterday, I had a lot of impatience about my goals, and (in my mind) kept switching goals again & again.  That's the worst part of this type of program for me - staying focused on one goal and not getting greedy.  

I refocused this morning, and went over my main goal again (which I do multiple times per day).  I had erased the other two goals, even though they were interrelated with my main goal.  But after rereading my main goal a few times today, I had an internal mental insistence that I add a second goal - again, interrelated with the first goal.  These goals are goals that do not necessarily require any external changes, and should be able to be met through internal mental and emotional change alone.  As I added the second goal today and read it - immediately I was flooded with morphine drip.

My wife told me her goal - financially related  - and then said she received an unexpected refund check from a medical bill account she had recently paid off.  Apparently she overpaid - which was news to her.  So, in her mind, she just received over twice the amount of the price of USLM4 "for no reason."  We'll take it!  

The last thing I'll report is that women are suddenly extremely friendly with me, I'm more open toward them - smiling, joking, laughing - and it's almost like whatever "pressure" I was putting on women using DMSI is gone, and they feel more comfortable around me.

Feeling good.

(04-16-2019, 07:10 AM)THolt Wrote:

(04-16-2019, 07:03 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Yesterday, I had a lot of impatience about my goals, and (in my mind) kept switching goals again & again.  That's the worst part of this type of program for me - staying focused on one goal and not getting greedy.  

I refocused this morning, and went over my main goal again (which I do multiple times per day).  I had erased the other two goals, even though they were interrelated with my main goal.  But after rereading my main goal a few times today, I had an internal mental insistence that I add a second goal - again, interrelated with the first goal.  These goals are goals that do not necessarily require any external changes, and should be able to be met through internal mental and emotional change alone.  As I added the second goal today and read it - immediately I was flooded with morphine drip.

My wife told me her goal - financially related  - and then said she received an unexpected refund check from a medical bill account she had recently paid off.  Apparently she overpaid - which was news to her.  So, in her mind, she just received over twice the amount of the price of USLM4 "for no reason."  We'll take it!  

The last thing I'll report is that women are suddenly extremely friendly with me, I'm more open toward them - smiling, joking, laughing - and it's almost like whatever "pressure" I was putting on women using DMSI is gone, and they feel more comfortable around me.

Feeling good.

That was the hardest part of doing USLM was to keep a single goal for a long enough period of time. 

Have you noticed any other external things or coincidences related to your goals.  I am thinking about jumping on USLM4 after I finish my E3.

(04-16-2019, 07:03 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Yesterday, I had a lot of impatience about my goals, and (in my mind) kept switching goals again & again.  That's the worst part of this type of program for me - staying focused on one goal and not getting greedy.  

I refocused this morning, and went over my main goal again (which I do multiple times per day).  I had erased the other two goals, even though they were interrelated with my main goal.  But after rereading my main goal a few times today, I had an internal mental insistence that I add a second goal - again, interrelated with the first goal.  These goals are goals that do not necessarily require any external changes, and should be able to be met through internal mental and emotional change alone.  As I added the second goal today and read it - immediately I was flooded with morphine drip.

My wife told me her goal - financially related  - and then said she received an unexpected refund check from a medical bill account she had recently paid off.  Apparently she overpaid - which was news to her.  So, in her mind, she just received over twice the amount of the price of USLM4 "for no reason."  We'll take it!  

The last thing I'll report is that women are suddenly extremely friendly with me, I'm more open toward them - smiling, joking, laughing - and it's almost like whatever "pressure" I was putting on women using DMSI is gone, and they feel more comfortable around me.

Feeling good.

(04-16-2019, 07:10 AM)THolt Wrote: Have you noticed any other external things or coincidences related to your goals. 

(04-16-2019, 07:13 AM)blth Wrote: I do get a lot of attention from females and i have very healthy sex life but i want more. I never get enough of this attention and dmsi feels so good but uslm4 is more important because i am slacking a bit lately. Any advice?