Woke up motivated to be on time or ahead of schedule. Finished some cooking I'd started. Been paying attention to what's being worked on in me, having run LTU last night.
Then I checked my phone. I'd contacted a product creator a month back, as I was looking for passive income streams I could invest in. He'd messaged me. Weeks back, I'd told him I would pay him when I was paid from crypto. His fee isn't small, but other people's success with him longterm is abundant. The issue is that I've not always been honest with me when doing business with another person. I felt helpless even this morning since I've been dodging him lately. But going back to lies..................no. I couldn't go back.
I decided to open up to him, telling him I have been doing some intense personal healing this last month. My hesitation was not about the business really. Healing is very important to me, and I told him I would have lied before, to him and myself. But that's why I'd been avoiding him. I awaited a reply (conversation on Skype).
He shared he understood completely, having done some intense healing himself these last few years. We chatted some more with plans to reconnect later.
I've even had trouble writing this since I wanted to look good and avoid questions. I've constantly been editing my writing. Some tears popped up intermittently these last few minutes, telling me honesty is close.
UD (inside LTU) is the truth subliminal, for me.
LTU is working.
Then I checked my phone. I'd contacted a product creator a month back, as I was looking for passive income streams I could invest in. He'd messaged me. Weeks back, I'd told him I would pay him when I was paid from crypto. His fee isn't small, but other people's success with him longterm is abundant. The issue is that I've not always been honest with me when doing business with another person. I felt helpless even this morning since I've been dodging him lately. But going back to lies..................no. I couldn't go back.
I decided to open up to him, telling him I have been doing some intense personal healing this last month. My hesitation was not about the business really. Healing is very important to me, and I told him I would have lied before, to him and myself. But that's why I'd been avoiding him. I awaited a reply (conversation on Skype).
He shared he understood completely, having done some intense healing himself these last few years. We chatted some more with plans to reconnect later.
I've even had trouble writing this since I wanted to look good and avoid questions. I've constantly been editing my writing. Some tears popped up intermittently these last few minutes, telling me honesty is close.
UD (inside LTU) is the truth subliminal, for me.
LTU is working.
I want to be FREE!
