04-14-2019, 05:21 AM
When i am usually away on business I put on a few pounds, since listening to DMSI, i lost a few pounds.
I had an appointment and the optometrist and decided to walk to town, I don't usually feel too comfortable, but I did this time to test what DMSI had done. There were a couple of hot girls there so I tried the sniping, to test it. So they were blushing and very submissive, one showed me her wrist as she pulled her hair back. Than she came over to my side and bent over to get something. It could mean something it could be just a normal thing. But these are all positives signs that something is working. I need to venture out some more and be a lot more social to test the effects DMSI.
I switched from the hybrid to the mask and don't feel like i have been in by a truck. I will try masked for a couple of cycles and than back to hybrid.
i forgot to mention some background of me. I am 40 and not much experience with girls. i haven't masturbated to porn since September, but watch the occasional soft porn for when i am doing penis exercising. I do not feel the need to watch hard core porn anymore, even since before starting DMSI.
My feelings for this girl are slowing fading, but I still feel the need to hold on. As someone said that this is a storm just passing, just ride out and the sun will shine soon. I feel DMSI is helping me with my self esteem and self love. But I still have a lot of work to to internally. Was going to do LTU next but will have to save a little more to get it.
Today I backed up all of conversations and pics etc and put them away in the archives for storage and deleted it all from the devices that I have daily access to.
I am reading some of the journals on here and some of the fun stories that are being mentioned regarding DMSI, SM, AM6, etc... I hope to share some of my stories on here soon.
I had an appointment and the optometrist and decided to walk to town, I don't usually feel too comfortable, but I did this time to test what DMSI had done. There were a couple of hot girls there so I tried the sniping, to test it. So they were blushing and very submissive, one showed me her wrist as she pulled her hair back. Than she came over to my side and bent over to get something. It could mean something it could be just a normal thing. But these are all positives signs that something is working. I need to venture out some more and be a lot more social to test the effects DMSI.
I switched from the hybrid to the mask and don't feel like i have been in by a truck. I will try masked for a couple of cycles and than back to hybrid.
i forgot to mention some background of me. I am 40 and not much experience with girls. i haven't masturbated to porn since September, but watch the occasional soft porn for when i am doing penis exercising. I do not feel the need to watch hard core porn anymore, even since before starting DMSI.
My feelings for this girl are slowing fading, but I still feel the need to hold on. As someone said that this is a storm just passing, just ride out and the sun will shine soon. I feel DMSI is helping me with my self esteem and self love. But I still have a lot of work to to internally. Was going to do LTU next but will have to save a little more to get it.
Today I backed up all of conversations and pics etc and put them away in the archives for storage and deleted it all from the devices that I have daily access to.
I am reading some of the journals on here and some of the fun stories that are being mentioned regarding DMSI, SM, AM6, etc... I hope to share some of my stories on here soon.
