04-12-2019, 07:45 AM
Day 47
A day off. I'm back at home, but not sleeping well.
Last night I was doing an import into my ancient version of Quicken and it kept crashing. So I finally bit the bullet and upgraded, but the new version is unlike the old version, and I was hit with a massive flood of emotions of loss and fear. I fell into the hole of existential terror, and while it didn't crush me, it was more present than it's been in months.
I'm feeling a bit better, but this is still eating away at me.
A day off. I'm back at home, but not sleeping well.
Last night I was doing an import into my ancient version of Quicken and it kept crashing. So I finally bit the bullet and upgraded, but the new version is unlike the old version, and I was hit with a massive flood of emotions of loss and fear. I fell into the hole of existential terror, and while it didn't crush me, it was more present than it's been in months.
I'm feeling a bit better, but this is still eating away at me.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
