StridingStrider's LTU5 Journal

[StridingStrider]

I think I'm still getting bloom from DMSI. It's been two weeks and a half since I stopped DMSI and went onto LTU5. I'm getting:

Respect hits, like if you wear an alpha pheromone. I haven't been, but people are referring to me as Sir, which must be the celebrity effect lingering on. Another example of this is that people think I'm the manager when they don't really have any reason to.

Also, weirdly, both now and before when I was on DMSI, people seem to be farting around me. I don't think this is normal farting but fight or flight style farting, like they're nervous around me at some level. This is mostly strangers rather then people I know.

Food for thought.

EDIT: Also, just to add, the sub has been helping me deal with my anxiety and fear a lot better then DMSI. Part of the reason for that is due to the goals being different, whereas DMSI was pushing me into the direction of my fears, i.e. women, this sub isn't so it's been more relaxing for my subconscious.

Overall I'm enjoying the sub. Some days are better then others but hopefully this is solid progress which won't backslide.