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[EvolvingPhoenix]

Sounds like you've got deeply buried trauma. Trauma which caused you to disconnect from your body. I understand if that's the case, cause I got that problem too.

Totally.

I wrote about it earlier. For me, I'm pretty sure it derives from before-six-months trauma, as per the book I link to. Maybe you too?

That's funny you should say that. My mentor is fairly convinced my issues stem from pre-natal trauma. His theory is that I underwent something threatening while in the womb, and then decided I wasn't safe in this body or in this physical incarnation (if you believe in that sort of thing) He bases it off of experience dealing with his own issues he's been healing from. During Ayahuasca journeys, he's uncovered repressed memories of an abortion attempt when he was in the womb and molestation by his father as an infant. 

I was starting to second guess his theory, but hearing you theorize your issues based off of what you read in that book is starting to lend some credence to the idea.