05-09-2012, 02:19 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-09-2012, 02:24 PM by WildFlower.)
The (semi) belief I have in the reality of the experiences I'm about to describe would sound odd and out-of-character to my friends and family if I told them about them. 'what've you done with the old WildFlower!', is how they'd react, I imagine.
Whilst I was reading the other day, I read the world telephone, and, simultaneously, the phone rang. Whilst I was driving to work today, the woman on the radio said Hanson where her favorite band, I looked out the window a second later, and a van drove past with the logo Hanson written on the side of it. Last weekend I picked up a project I hadn't been working on for over a year, I decided to pick it up and work on it at random, and I kept the fact I was back working on it to myself. Some how, though, my brother asked me a few days later 'whatever happened to that project you where working on?'. I was talking to someone about how the supermarket sainsbury's screws farmers and it's other suppliers over by paying them less and less for their produce (this is something which hasn't been in the press for nearly a year, and when it was in the press, it wasn't a prominent headline). The day later, we where both sat down and on came the chief from sainsbury's taking questions from an aggressive woman about why it screws it's suppliers.
These, perhaps, may not seem significant to some, but to me it's a paradigm shift. They have all happened to me in the past week. And I just find it odd that I've suddenly started to notice these little coincidences and Jungian synchronicity's. Maybe it because I've been reading a lot of Paul Auster - in my mind the greatest living novelist - who explores the nature of coincidences a lot. But then again, I may have been drawn to him as a meta-coincidence. What's most interesting is that I started noticing these coincidences prior to any paradigm shift, and I'm still unsure if there has, or hasn't, been a paradigm shift yet. It's like nothing has changed in my life, yet I keep noticing these weird coincidences.
This relates, I think, to my journey on this subliminal. And perhaps I'm becoming more receptive to the idea of 'manifestation'. A girl, who started my yoga class maybe 6-8 weeks ago, is really starting to get me interested. The first 2 weeks I thought she was pretty, but I definitely didn't consider her the ideal image of 'my perfect girlfriend'. Week by week, though, I've become more and more convinced that she is. In fact I've become convinced she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen; both physically and how she carries herself. Yesterday whilst I was trying to go to sleep, I felt this huge warmness in my heart chakra as I tried - but failed - to get her out of my mind. She's dark skinned, tall, feminine and agile; I don't know if she is my 'perfect girlfriend' but she's definitely the most 'perfect' girl I've come across over the course of this journey so far. I can tell she is attracted to me, at least to some degree, and I'm desperate to get to know her better. I can't consciously describe what set's her apart, especially as I'm not prone to these whims of desire. It could be a crush, but it's pretty overwhelming and severe if it is.
I also realised today how much female attention I have if I want it; I'm currently texting four girls who are either friends who are attracted to me, or girls I've been involved in previously. I've got girls on board and girls on deck. Like I said in my previous post, none of this interests me anymore.
Whilst I was reading the other day, I read the world telephone, and, simultaneously, the phone rang. Whilst I was driving to work today, the woman on the radio said Hanson where her favorite band, I looked out the window a second later, and a van drove past with the logo Hanson written on the side of it. Last weekend I picked up a project I hadn't been working on for over a year, I decided to pick it up and work on it at random, and I kept the fact I was back working on it to myself. Some how, though, my brother asked me a few days later 'whatever happened to that project you where working on?'. I was talking to someone about how the supermarket sainsbury's screws farmers and it's other suppliers over by paying them less and less for their produce (this is something which hasn't been in the press for nearly a year, and when it was in the press, it wasn't a prominent headline). The day later, we where both sat down and on came the chief from sainsbury's taking questions from an aggressive woman about why it screws it's suppliers.
These, perhaps, may not seem significant to some, but to me it's a paradigm shift. They have all happened to me in the past week. And I just find it odd that I've suddenly started to notice these little coincidences and Jungian synchronicity's. Maybe it because I've been reading a lot of Paul Auster - in my mind the greatest living novelist - who explores the nature of coincidences a lot. But then again, I may have been drawn to him as a meta-coincidence. What's most interesting is that I started noticing these coincidences prior to any paradigm shift, and I'm still unsure if there has, or hasn't, been a paradigm shift yet. It's like nothing has changed in my life, yet I keep noticing these weird coincidences.
This relates, I think, to my journey on this subliminal. And perhaps I'm becoming more receptive to the idea of 'manifestation'. A girl, who started my yoga class maybe 6-8 weeks ago, is really starting to get me interested. The first 2 weeks I thought she was pretty, but I definitely didn't consider her the ideal image of 'my perfect girlfriend'. Week by week, though, I've become more and more convinced that she is. In fact I've become convinced she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen; both physically and how she carries herself. Yesterday whilst I was trying to go to sleep, I felt this huge warmness in my heart chakra as I tried - but failed - to get her out of my mind. She's dark skinned, tall, feminine and agile; I don't know if she is my 'perfect girlfriend' but she's definitely the most 'perfect' girl I've come across over the course of this journey so far. I can tell she is attracted to me, at least to some degree, and I'm desperate to get to know her better. I can't consciously describe what set's her apart, especially as I'm not prone to these whims of desire. It could be a crush, but it's pretty overwhelming and severe if it is.
I also realised today how much female attention I have if I want it; I'm currently texting four girls who are either friends who are attracted to me, or girls I've been involved in previously. I've got girls on board and girls on deck. Like I said in my previous post, none of this interests me anymore.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
