(03-30-2019, 01:51 PM)whome Wrote: Day 34
The last day before the break. Got all the loops in ultrasonically overnight before the popping started in the wall.
My energy healer wants to see if we can work on the pain and terror without the ketamine. We'll see how well it works.
I'm still all over the place emotionally, though still it's easy to hit low and it takes effort to hit high.
I'm on a break for two days. I'll continue posting.
I also use to get popping in different objects in my room sometimes while listening. I guess it's energy from you being released or something like that.
Have you though about trying MDMA as a healing aid?
I have had periods where I felt so bad for months and months that I had to really fight every day as a war, so I know how it feels when you are just dreading with life. One thing that have helped me even in the toughest days was root chakra meditation (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTqktSAmG30) and trauma releasing exercises and warm baths!
