04-02-2019, 10:49 AM
Yesterday was an interesting day because I felt somehow really relaxed, optimistic, motivated...simply good! It was almost like a positive TID from LTU, which is not possible because I decided to not run it and now as the price gone up I won't purchase it for a very long time anyway. Sometimes I think the negative (perceived) TID I experienced was just self sabotage, but I can't be sure as I wasn't able to handle the latest subs very well. Anyway, so I don't know what the reason was for what I experienced today but it felt really good. I am just not sure why it happened. Maybe a late bloom as I am still within the 35 days span (5th week off DMSI).
Today was a bit strange day, I had some small lucky things happened but the things I want most seemed to be more delayed. And I have had a few women texting me that they are horny but all of them live far away from me.
Other than that I had also a strange realization that I am more interested in the women I cannot have. If I can have them they don't seem to be that appealing to me anymore. Here I also don't know what the exact reason is.
I seem to find out many strange things about myself. However, so far for today.
Today was a bit strange day, I had some small lucky things happened but the things I want most seemed to be more delayed. And I have had a few women texting me that they are horny but all of them live far away from me.
Other than that I had also a strange realization that I am more interested in the women I cannot have. If I can have them they don't seem to be that appealing to me anymore. Here I also don't know what the exact reason is.
I seem to find out many strange things about myself. However, so far for today.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
