Some Kind of Journal - Random Thoughts

[Shawn]

I was thinking about doing LTU and had an interesting experience. After deciding to buy and run next morning I felt extremely exhausted and felt really tired all the day. Then it came in my mind that maybe this is TID from LTU and decided against running it. Next morning I didn't felt too tired and exhausted and was thinking, hmm, maybe it was an coincidence and decided to buy and run LTU again. But the next morning I again felt that extremely exhaustment and after this lasted during the day I finally decided to not run it and next morning I again felt much better. Sure, I don't know if this was really TID or some placebo effect but for now I decided against it, even if I think it would be a good program to run in general. So I am looking forward to run USLM v4 at the moment but one thing I notice is that I am starting to experience that "being trapped in a state" again, like I did on DMSI 3.3.1. I still think this is the advanced state shifting which causes it, which makes it really hard to relax and sleep. I don't remember having experienced this on USLM v3, that's why I think it goes a bit too far with the state shifting and also overriding chemicals which probably uses a lot of neurotransmitter to do so and therefore uses a lot of resources. I obviously can't have evidence that this is what is causing it, I just report how the things feel like and draw my own conclusions.