03-30-2019, 02:58 AM
Day 3 - 7
I have been getting some looks of guys, is this normal?
Still trying to get over a girl i really like and i felt we were good together. I want to use Dmsi to fuck my way out of the way i feel about her but I also wanted to use dmsi to snipe her but this is not the right thing to do or not, i dont know? I dont think it is. She has someone and she says she is happy with him and this what she needs right now.
Have had a few girls hover around me at work...and yesterday an opportunity presented itself when one of the girls that was hovering around me was working late and no one else was in the office, but i didnt take advantage, because of the fears of rejection, and humiliation and fears of sexual harassment at work.
One of the girls at the hotel initiated a conversation with me. Didn't pursue her any further. Still fearful.
The bar tender girl who got me an upgraded room also is talkative, but still fearing rejection and not going mode 1 on her and telling her exactly what i want. To screw her brains out.
I hope to report on some exciting things soon. I dont want to go on a 3 day break, because I keep wanting to work on this until my state of mind shifts.
I have been getting some looks of guys, is this normal?
Still trying to get over a girl i really like and i felt we were good together. I want to use Dmsi to fuck my way out of the way i feel about her but I also wanted to use dmsi to snipe her but this is not the right thing to do or not, i dont know? I dont think it is. She has someone and she says she is happy with him and this what she needs right now.
Have had a few girls hover around me at work...and yesterday an opportunity presented itself when one of the girls that was hovering around me was working late and no one else was in the office, but i didnt take advantage, because of the fears of rejection, and humiliation and fears of sexual harassment at work.
One of the girls at the hotel initiated a conversation with me. Didn't pursue her any further. Still fearful.
The bar tender girl who got me an upgraded room also is talkative, but still fearing rejection and not going mode 1 on her and telling her exactly what i want. To screw her brains out.
I hope to report on some exciting things soon. I dont want to go on a 3 day break, because I keep wanting to work on this until my state of mind shifts.
