03-18-2019, 07:31 AM
Day 22
Yesterday, the plan was to listen overnight because the day was packed, but the popping in the wall forced me to put in earplugs. So I stopped the playback to resume it later, but when I woke up the phone had lost the playback position. Sigh. I estimated the time, and resumed it, but again paused it and again lost the position and had to resume it. I did eventually get in roughly the five loops (I always backed things up a bit before for some overlap), but the new rule for myself is that if I have to stop playback, to take a screenshot so I know where I was.
I met up with a girl on a tea date. I don't drink and don't enjoy noisy spots, so I had a good time. She lives off in Forest Hills and I live in NYC proper, and we met in Greenpoint. (That was about an hour trip for each of us; Forest Hills is quite far-flung.) She occasionally comes into the city, and so we might meet again if she does.
I don't know how to say how this felt. I was attracted to her, but I don't know if I was giving off a sexual vibe. I'm super open when talking to people, but the downside of that seems to be that women tend to fall into advice-giving mode, which isn't what I want. That was kinda the reason I went with DMSI earlier, to be able to project a stronger "sexy" vibe. This is definitely the area in which I struggle the most.
Then, last night, there wasn't popping in the wall, so I went with listening to the loops overnight. I woke suuuuper exhausted, as usual when I listen overnight. The only bits of my dream that I remember is that some RSU stock cashing from work yielded 5x the amount it usually does, and that in my dream I explicitly was putting on a subliminal to listen to. (I don't recall if it was LTU or DMSI.)
Yesterday, the plan was to listen overnight because the day was packed, but the popping in the wall forced me to put in earplugs. So I stopped the playback to resume it later, but when I woke up the phone had lost the playback position. Sigh. I estimated the time, and resumed it, but again paused it and again lost the position and had to resume it. I did eventually get in roughly the five loops (I always backed things up a bit before for some overlap), but the new rule for myself is that if I have to stop playback, to take a screenshot so I know where I was.
I met up with a girl on a tea date. I don't drink and don't enjoy noisy spots, so I had a good time. She lives off in Forest Hills and I live in NYC proper, and we met in Greenpoint. (That was about an hour trip for each of us; Forest Hills is quite far-flung.) She occasionally comes into the city, and so we might meet again if she does.
I don't know how to say how this felt. I was attracted to her, but I don't know if I was giving off a sexual vibe. I'm super open when talking to people, but the downside of that seems to be that women tend to fall into advice-giving mode, which isn't what I want. That was kinda the reason I went with DMSI earlier, to be able to project a stronger "sexy" vibe. This is definitely the area in which I struggle the most.
Then, last night, there wasn't popping in the wall, so I went with listening to the loops overnight. I woke suuuuper exhausted, as usual when I listen overnight. The only bits of my dream that I remember is that some RSU stock cashing from work yielded 5x the amount it usually does, and that in my dream I explicitly was putting on a subliminal to listen to. (I don't recall if it was LTU or DMSI.)
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
