01-02-2019, 11:34 PM
Day 28
Today At work I was feeling confident, It was seeming a lot of people where trying to intimidate me and I was totally unaffected by it. Even though one of my coworkers has a bf she was giving off atraction signals even though. She has mood issues so even though she's cute not really wanting to have much to do with her.
Outside of work I've made a goal of being a lot more social which in 3.2 I was wanting to do I got stopped by fear when I went out and tried it. Today although it was a few times I froze up and couldn't talk to a girl unless she gave me a few signs. There was quiet a few times I pushed through fear and at least said hi to some passing girls people on the bus etc. Which is a great start.
I was out running some errands and came across a girl I used to work with who was totally into me, although she was pregnant at the time. And do to fear and inexperience with girls back on 3.1 or so nothing much happened and she moved on. Today she popped back in had another kid, and totally made a effort to try to talk to me and was going well. At the end I still had some fear for asking for her number, got to remember to do that next time
In 2019 things are going to change, although as everyone knows I still talk to dancer and it was through dmsi that I got her in a since. But this year I'm put myself out there a lot more in being social get more numbers and dates etc. As well as any results the girls try to make happen. Cause something has got to change. Also The no flap thing has helped a lot. Much better than 3.2.
Today At work I was feeling confident, It was seeming a lot of people where trying to intimidate me and I was totally unaffected by it. Even though one of my coworkers has a bf she was giving off atraction signals even though. She has mood issues so even though she's cute not really wanting to have much to do with her.
Outside of work I've made a goal of being a lot more social which in 3.2 I was wanting to do I got stopped by fear when I went out and tried it. Today although it was a few times I froze up and couldn't talk to a girl unless she gave me a few signs. There was quiet a few times I pushed through fear and at least said hi to some passing girls people on the bus etc. Which is a great start.
I was out running some errands and came across a girl I used to work with who was totally into me, although she was pregnant at the time. And do to fear and inexperience with girls back on 3.1 or so nothing much happened and she moved on. Today she popped back in had another kid, and totally made a effort to try to talk to me and was going well. At the end I still had some fear for asking for her number, got to remember to do that next time
In 2019 things are going to change, although as everyone knows I still talk to dancer and it was through dmsi that I got her in a since. But this year I'm put myself out there a lot more in being social get more numbers and dates etc. As well as any results the girls try to make happen. Cause something has got to change. Also The no flap thing has helped a lot. Much better than 3.2.
