12-23-2018, 07:15 AM
Day 34 brought some more evidence of this stuff working. First of all I had a basketball match and played one of the best games of my life. My focus and patience was way higher then usually and I think largely that is thanks to No Fap again. After that I went out with friends and we had a great time. Met my ex fuckfriend again and she showed so many signs of interest it was insane. A lot of talk about me with her friend, I even heard them talking about me and the friend asked her what changed on me that I am different and that she should be with me. She answered that she always had really great time with me and that she is right. They were a little drunk but hearing that situation was a big proof of me raising my value and attraction. Second thing I noticed was that she was trying to create situtations to be alone with me. She stayed in the car with me while friends went eating. She even had her bestfriend sleep at her house but was trying to politely get rid of her. Probably was planning to invite me over. I dont know. She even initiated contact on few occassions. All in all I don't want or have plans to be with her. Biggest takeaway from this is that I am not the one chasing her, she is chasing me and that never happened before. Once again its definitely No Fap but maybe also first benefits of stage 2. I know that stage 3 is the one bringing real change but I will take any progress possible. All in all, 35 days in now still going strong and growing every day in every way.
