04-23-2012, 07:17 PM
(04-20-2012, 08:23 AM)Tiesto Wrote:(04-16-2012, 07:52 PM)Javier Gerardo Wrote: Will this program help me not only destroy negative beliefs in myself but also disconnect from other people's negativity as well? I consider myself as a person that can be somehow easily influenced by others.
Good question. I'd like to know about this as well, seems like getting rid of negativity within is only half the battle, the other half is to disconnect and block outside negativity to enter and pollute again.
Maybe Shannon could combine 'Remove Negativity Within' and 'Disconnect From Other People's Negativity' together and make it as an upgrade? It sure would be awesome.
Yup I hope Shannon could buzz in my thread and give me a heads up about this. He is probably busy due to working on many projects as of date.
Anyway Day 23 update!
Man my subconscious is fighting back with whatever the hell it got. As such I become quite depress these past days reminiscing on all the years I've lost due to being a basement dweller. The thing is about two years ago I was an unemployment guy fresh from college. Instead of looking for a job right away, all I did was play video games and jack off to porn. It led me to develop depression, self-pity and social anxiety. Downward Spiral. I was in that state for 1 1/2 years.
My head is telling me to stop listening but I still do. I really want this to work especially since I am now starting to see a bit of changes.
Like for instance, I had a fight with my mom but I was calm and eventually we were able to come to terms after it. It is something that I wouldn't be able to face months ago.
Everyday I try hard to smile in front of others even though deep inside I am hurting still. I try to counter all my negative thoughts by consciously doing affirmations. However I sometimes lose strength to fight back and end up feeling shit in the end due to my thoughts saying "You can't change." "You cannot attract any woman at all" "You never had a girlfriend." Add the fact that I am not able to do Cory Skyy's Mirror Affirmations anymore. Other issues I experience is that whenever I'm out and see young couples I feel jealous of being already quite old yet never even knowing the feeling of being loved and loving someone.
BTW these issues are already within me before I started listening to the Remove Negativity Within sub. It is probably just being amplified because my subconscious doesn't want to change.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
