12-16-2018, 12:16 PM
Day 10
(mourning)
Had my weekly meeting. Pretty quiet had a increased boost in confidence and more a willing to open up and by myself. Also becoming more indifferent to people in general where they like me or not. Most of the girls in my weekly meeting are older crowd so very little attraction from any to them. Nurse and singer girl are they only exception but at the moment feeling like I could careless what they think or felt. I am thinking about making some changes in how the setup is with dancer, which I have planned on doing but never really felt strong enough to do. Anyway moving forward.
(mourning)
Had my weekly meeting. Pretty quiet had a increased boost in confidence and more a willing to open up and by myself. Also becoming more indifferent to people in general where they like me or not. Most of the girls in my weekly meeting are older crowd so very little attraction from any to them. Nurse and singer girl are they only exception but at the moment feeling like I could careless what they think or felt. I am thinking about making some changes in how the setup is with dancer, which I have planned on doing but never really felt strong enough to do. Anyway moving forward.
