12-13-2018, 07:32 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-13-2018, 09:47 PM by Shadow2200.)
Day 7 <hybrid/headphones/Flac>
(Mourning)
Today I brought dancer some lunch since she works in the same mall as me do it was easy. She,s been in a great mood because I,very been helping her. I do think The aura is having a effect on her and others but she,s a bit hard to read at times. She could be just happy I,m doing stuff for her time will tell. Although today she offered me a ride home usually I have to ask her. Good to see her starting to out in some effort.
(Mid Day)
The other girls at my job all of which have boy friends in some way of another and have situations with other male co workers have expressed interest in trying to be around me much closer than normal with lots of looks putting forth some effort and being totally comfortable with me. All around great stuff. This all seems to be building up to something. Tomorrow I start back my loops again so we,all see what happens. Since i've recenitly changed jobs it fasitaing to see how my personal interactions of changed from my old job to my new one. Also i starting to notice how status have changed since i've bust into the scene. Alot of the relationships flings are between a super good looking girl and a completly out of shape over weight guy. And i'm like how did this happen. In one cause at least the big guy is funny with lots of jokes so i may could see why he's with this super hot dancer of his own. the other case this super over weight guy is a nice cool dude just not very attractive yet around this super hot young girls all day long. However everything has change since i've come and even more so since i started 3.3 nothing will ever be the same again unless they get rid of me. But something tells me all the women around there might like to have a few guys to stay. Can't be all hens
(Afternoon)
At work main boss lady seemed to like me. She put me in charge of handing out coupons and candy for deals at the front door. With the help of the aura I seemed to get much more people to take the offer than the girl I had replaced and with the aura shielding and positive attitude it was piece of cake. People where just in a good mood to see and be around me. Some things of note that stood out, a black girl and her daughter seemed like my free candy I was giving, and me a pat on the arm laughing having a great time. Which was kind of surprising,since I work retail all the time and very rarely do girls touch me especially ones I don't know. They will and do linger holding on to my hand while handing things off since they have a excuse too, but very rarely if if they like you touch you. I have been seeing a lot today of girls putting a effort and trying to come around me as much as possible and getting in space more. co-workers inviting reason to be next to me. Also increased confidence and eye-contact and feeling a lot more relaxed round women and people. The funny thing a lot of little subconscious fears that I had about speaking up, sharing my opinion and stop thinking bout what others is saying has all improved.
Even though the last version I was pretty much capped out within a few weeks and differently within a month this one by far has been the strongest. The only thing missing is girls putting a lot of effort in trying to make it happen, as far as sexually. Been seeing some effort by a few which is a great start much stronger than 3.2
Latter that afternoon dancer came and picked me up from work and I helped get her car fixed which was good. After I took her out and picked up her Christmas present a coat she had been waiting for her new job she just got plus some boots. Then got her some dinner. She had been a lot happier than she had been in a long time. She deserved some good treatment every now and then. Something her other man has long stopped doing.
The aura seems to be having some effect as today she was very open to me and put in some effort in trying to be next to be back to bumping into to me again and seemed to at least for the time being totally forget about her other guy she's seeing. After she took me back home she even took the effort and says she going to pick me up tomorrow, I didn't have to even ask her which is a good sign. The efforts of the last few days of her being exposed to the aura has turned the clock back to some of how she was acting when I first started using 3.2. Back then she was all over me making all the effort to see me do stuff with me. At that time she had and still dose have massive issues with her other guy so is in why she kept coming around hanging around me.
The funny thing is like back in January and February of last year I really wasn't even really interesting in her or weather she liked me. Back then I just didn't understand being a dancer she'd always be bumping into or falling on me. This is coming from a girl that has amazing balance skills. The story of late in he last few months since I've been off the sub it's been many times I'd be worried about if she was liking me back and id usually have to make all the effort. Pretty much got took for granted, headed to a bad ending as she thought it wasn't worth it. Since both of us had other people on the side she didn't feel the need to invest much in it anymore.
Now weather it's do to the aura, or the fact I helping Dancer through some stuff more than I ever have or some combination of both things. Today she was acting like she really wanted to be around me because she wanted to, and was talking like there was some kind of future in what we had going on. A very big turn around indeed. I'm unsure how long this will last but she has been checking in calling more often and really letting me into her life much more. Just what I was hoping more. Being raised in the streets it's hard to be able to read her so i still can't tell if it's the sub or the favors that's the cause of this turn around. A great sign if it keeps up.
(Evening)
I was feeling good about how the date with dance went so picked her her some stuff at the store. I'll have her pick it up tomorrow. Where i ran into my brother which i havent seen in a while, good to see him as he had kinda a falling out with the family and been off on his own for a while now. At sometime me and dancer going to have to hit the gym again since it has been a while since we been in there. There's like some people causing drama even there and that's a whole another story in it self. Other than that it's great to stay fit. I usually try to go to the gym 6 days a week unless i have a date with dancer or some other thing comes up.
Now if this keep building on what I have been seeing the next thing is for people really trying to be physical with me or asking me to alone with them so something can happen. I'm going to see how far people are willing to go. How much effort they are really going to try to put into trying to be around me or more than that get physical or at least go half way. Cause so far I'm already seeing the max of 3.2 in the first 5 days of 3.3. I have seen the signs that if nothing else it's at least possible that it might happen on 3.3. As for the anti-fear mod is really helped me open up and be more social if I need to be, and a lot more care-free about if I say or do something it's ok if they don't respond to me or didn't like it. It was ok and I'm ok. Very big changes in my thinking to say the least.
I have also still trying to see if I can see if any effect is happening using a picture of the person and try to active sniper effect. So far it's had little effect as far as can tell. However the auras effect in my presence is very strong. As well as my sexual desire with it seeming to come up much more when I'm attracted to someone. Thoughts of having sex with come much more effortlessly without trying to hide my desires as much as before.
(Mourning)
Today I brought dancer some lunch since she works in the same mall as me do it was easy. She,s been in a great mood because I,very been helping her. I do think The aura is having a effect on her and others but she,s a bit hard to read at times. She could be just happy I,m doing stuff for her time will tell. Although today she offered me a ride home usually I have to ask her. Good to see her starting to out in some effort.
(Mid Day)
The other girls at my job all of which have boy friends in some way of another and have situations with other male co workers have expressed interest in trying to be around me much closer than normal with lots of looks putting forth some effort and being totally comfortable with me. All around great stuff. This all seems to be building up to something. Tomorrow I start back my loops again so we,all see what happens. Since i've recenitly changed jobs it fasitaing to see how my personal interactions of changed from my old job to my new one. Also i starting to notice how status have changed since i've bust into the scene. Alot of the relationships flings are between a super good looking girl and a completly out of shape over weight guy. And i'm like how did this happen. In one cause at least the big guy is funny with lots of jokes so i may could see why he's with this super hot dancer of his own. the other case this super over weight guy is a nice cool dude just not very attractive yet around this super hot young girls all day long. However everything has change since i've come and even more so since i started 3.3 nothing will ever be the same again unless they get rid of me. But something tells me all the women around there might like to have a few guys to stay. Can't be all hens
(Afternoon)
At work main boss lady seemed to like me. She put me in charge of handing out coupons and candy for deals at the front door. With the help of the aura I seemed to get much more people to take the offer than the girl I had replaced and with the aura shielding and positive attitude it was piece of cake. People where just in a good mood to see and be around me. Some things of note that stood out, a black girl and her daughter seemed like my free candy I was giving, and me a pat on the arm laughing having a great time. Which was kind of surprising,since I work retail all the time and very rarely do girls touch me especially ones I don't know. They will and do linger holding on to my hand while handing things off since they have a excuse too, but very rarely if if they like you touch you. I have been seeing a lot today of girls putting a effort and trying to come around me as much as possible and getting in space more. co-workers inviting reason to be next to me. Also increased confidence and eye-contact and feeling a lot more relaxed round women and people. The funny thing a lot of little subconscious fears that I had about speaking up, sharing my opinion and stop thinking bout what others is saying has all improved.
Even though the last version I was pretty much capped out within a few weeks and differently within a month this one by far has been the strongest. The only thing missing is girls putting a lot of effort in trying to make it happen, as far as sexually. Been seeing some effort by a few which is a great start much stronger than 3.2
Latter that afternoon dancer came and picked me up from work and I helped get her car fixed which was good. After I took her out and picked up her Christmas present a coat she had been waiting for her new job she just got plus some boots. Then got her some dinner. She had been a lot happier than she had been in a long time. She deserved some good treatment every now and then. Something her other man has long stopped doing.
The aura seems to be having some effect as today she was very open to me and put in some effort in trying to be next to be back to bumping into to me again and seemed to at least for the time being totally forget about her other guy she's seeing. After she took me back home she even took the effort and says she going to pick me up tomorrow, I didn't have to even ask her which is a good sign. The efforts of the last few days of her being exposed to the aura has turned the clock back to some of how she was acting when I first started using 3.2. Back then she was all over me making all the effort to see me do stuff with me. At that time she had and still dose have massive issues with her other guy so is in why she kept coming around hanging around me.
The funny thing is like back in January and February of last year I really wasn't even really interesting in her or weather she liked me. Back then I just didn't understand being a dancer she'd always be bumping into or falling on me. This is coming from a girl that has amazing balance skills. The story of late in he last few months since I've been off the sub it's been many times I'd be worried about if she was liking me back and id usually have to make all the effort. Pretty much got took for granted, headed to a bad ending as she thought it wasn't worth it. Since both of us had other people on the side she didn't feel the need to invest much in it anymore.
Now weather it's do to the aura, or the fact I helping Dancer through some stuff more than I ever have or some combination of both things. Today she was acting like she really wanted to be around me because she wanted to, and was talking like there was some kind of future in what we had going on. A very big turn around indeed. I'm unsure how long this will last but she has been checking in calling more often and really letting me into her life much more. Just what I was hoping more. Being raised in the streets it's hard to be able to read her so i still can't tell if it's the sub or the favors that's the cause of this turn around. A great sign if it keeps up.
(Evening)
I was feeling good about how the date with dance went so picked her her some stuff at the store. I'll have her pick it up tomorrow. Where i ran into my brother which i havent seen in a while, good to see him as he had kinda a falling out with the family and been off on his own for a while now. At sometime me and dancer going to have to hit the gym again since it has been a while since we been in there. There's like some people causing drama even there and that's a whole another story in it self. Other than that it's great to stay fit. I usually try to go to the gym 6 days a week unless i have a date with dancer or some other thing comes up.
Now if this keep building on what I have been seeing the next thing is for people really trying to be physical with me or asking me to alone with them so something can happen. I'm going to see how far people are willing to go. How much effort they are really going to try to put into trying to be around me or more than that get physical or at least go half way. Cause so far I'm already seeing the max of 3.2 in the first 5 days of 3.3. I have seen the signs that if nothing else it's at least possible that it might happen on 3.3. As for the anti-fear mod is really helped me open up and be more social if I need to be, and a lot more care-free about if I say or do something it's ok if they don't respond to me or didn't like it. It was ok and I'm ok. Very big changes in my thinking to say the least.
I have also still trying to see if I can see if any effect is happening using a picture of the person and try to active sniper effect. So far it's had little effect as far as can tell. However the auras effect in my presence is very strong. As well as my sexual desire with it seeming to come up much more when I'm attracted to someone. Thoughts of having sex with come much more effortlessly without trying to hide my desires as much as before.
