12-07-2018, 10:21 PM
Day 1 DMSI 3.3D Hybrid
Had a awesome day of course. A few of the girls at work have started to take a notice more to me which is always good this is even before i started the sub. Also before i started listing to the sub had another massive fight with dancer as she loves playing the victim but yet needed my help at the same time. So in the end i always help her cause she needs it whatever she says.
The problem is and always has been she taking me for granted as well as if she spends time with her bf or her other friends she gets all crazy like this this of course she not fooling anyone. Even though at first i was ok with the fight at the time. It seems like even after listening to the loops i can't shake the feeling of wanted to be around her more. Despite that i still plan on ditching her and singer both eventually At the end of the day dancer is kind of my sole option at the moment, and hardly the place i like to be in at all. I think she knows that of course and playing these drama games.
The funny thing about me and her part of the best thing about her is quote saving her from her problems which is a problem in it self but is the state things kind of ending up in as in she has alot of problems to say the least. As i like solving them. Co dependence I'm kinda wondering who i should be more upset at times her r me for letting it get in such a condition
Today i'm playing the sub with headphones in the evening time before bed.At first i got pretty tired after listening for a bit then i guess i got used to it and woke back up so i could finish it out. Dose Take a while to get all 5 loops in. It seemed to get more intense as the last loop was finishing up. Anyway first day done still upset about the fight with dancer but hopefully a nice nap with calm me down some.
Had a awesome day of course. A few of the girls at work have started to take a notice more to me which is always good this is even before i started the sub. Also before i started listing to the sub had another massive fight with dancer as she loves playing the victim but yet needed my help at the same time. So in the end i always help her cause she needs it whatever she says.
The problem is and always has been she taking me for granted as well as if she spends time with her bf or her other friends she gets all crazy like this this of course she not fooling anyone. Even though at first i was ok with the fight at the time. It seems like even after listening to the loops i can't shake the feeling of wanted to be around her more. Despite that i still plan on ditching her and singer both eventually At the end of the day dancer is kind of my sole option at the moment, and hardly the place i like to be in at all. I think she knows that of course and playing these drama games.
The funny thing about me and her part of the best thing about her is quote saving her from her problems which is a problem in it self but is the state things kind of ending up in as in she has alot of problems to say the least. As i like solving them. Co dependence I'm kinda wondering who i should be more upset at times her r me for letting it get in such a condition
Today i'm playing the sub with headphones in the evening time before bed.At first i got pretty tired after listening for a bit then i guess i got used to it and woke back up so i could finish it out. Dose Take a while to get all 5 loops in. It seemed to get more intense as the last loop was finishing up. Anyway first day done still upset about the fight with dancer but hopefully a nice nap with calm me down some.
