12-06-2018, 10:50 AM
I'm just going to stop posting for a while. I got nothing at the moment except for the fact that I just realised I'm 12lbs heavier and my energy is just not there. I'm also getting negative vibes from people who are jealous, i've made some good things happen for people and that seems to be triggering people who are static and not moving.
For others i've actually made a massive difference, with this example and some coaching i had a friend seriously start turning his life around.
For myself - i'm not making shit happen really. I keep trying to kick in to gear but where as it's easy for me to do stuff for others, for myself i'm running in mud.
Why? probably some self aversion, fear of success, fear of responsibility - who knows.
I'll try and resist posting until the New year when i hopefully have broken through this very fat void of energy and motivation. By then maybe i'll move to LTU or fork out for another USLM 4 or who knows possibly go back to MLS since it's my beloved sub of dreams.
For others i've actually made a massive difference, with this example and some coaching i had a friend seriously start turning his life around.
For myself - i'm not making shit happen really. I keep trying to kick in to gear but where as it's easy for me to do stuff for others, for myself i'm running in mud.
Why? probably some self aversion, fear of success, fear of responsibility - who knows.
I'll try and resist posting until the New year when i hopefully have broken through this very fat void of energy and motivation. By then maybe i'll move to LTU or fork out for another USLM 4 or who knows possibly go back to MLS since it's my beloved sub of dreams.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
