12-06-2018, 01:32 AM
That sounds rough Zane. It was unfortunate you experienced that.
I've been hanging on to myself these last 10 years or so, meaning I used to abandon myself as well. I've fallen into the "be anything, do anything" trap myself. I learned I wasn't loving myself at all, for I was just being mean to myself. What I realized, in time, is when I go into any interaction with expectations, I set myself up for pain and failure. I put all my power in their hands. And that's what children do. They expect and need anyone else to do what they don't know how to do themselves. I was in my 30's when I learned this.
Expectations put on other people were nothing more than premeditated resentments. I had to find a better way since my mind was leading me to do this, over and over again. I began using subliminals in 2016, and I found IML after that. Emotional healing is mind healing which leads to much less stress in life. I choose that, for that is loving myself.
I've been hanging on to myself these last 10 years or so, meaning I used to abandon myself as well. I've fallen into the "be anything, do anything" trap myself. I learned I wasn't loving myself at all, for I was just being mean to myself. What I realized, in time, is when I go into any interaction with expectations, I set myself up for pain and failure. I put all my power in their hands. And that's what children do. They expect and need anyone else to do what they don't know how to do themselves. I was in my 30's when I learned this.
Expectations put on other people were nothing more than premeditated resentments. I had to find a better way since my mind was leading me to do this, over and over again. I began using subliminals in 2016, and I found IML after that. Emotional healing is mind healing which leads to much less stress in life. I choose that, for that is loving myself.
I want to be FREE!
