12-01-2018, 06:06 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-01-2018, 06:06 AM by Have at ye.)
Went to one bday partay yesterday, the girl from two posts above was in attendance. She's kinda acting like she's in love or at least in serious lust, lol. Trouble is, she's suffering from a serious case of "friend" - some dude's apparently on her case, and for some reason he seems to know something (including the fact we've been talking dirty over messenger lately, lol), and kept harping on it publicly, and very loudly. He did cross the line from "friendly teasing" to "passive aggressive assholery" quite fast. Poor girl looked like she was about to cry at one point and told me she needs to leave because she's fed up with his behavior - good job, guy! Anyhow, I walked her home (hey, it was nearby 
), will be seeing her soon.
"Showbiz" people. Yuck.
Some more stuff of DMSI-related ilk was happening as well, but as usual when it starts kicking in, too much at once to write about, really.
Interestingly, I went back home and had a dream in which I was apparently vomiting some sort of atrocius, stinky bile. The dream felt so real I actually thought I'm vomiting in the physical reality in my sleep (fortunately I wasn't). This is very interesting, and I'll say - a big thing for me actually. Oftentimes, when faced with moronic behavior, manipulation, etc., I would physically start becoming nauseous - I remember two situations in which I nearly actually barfed because someone was incessantly working me and wouldn't stop no matter what I said or did (once it was my ex, another time a bunch of ex-friends). I make a pretty good lie detector because of this, but it's not exactly pleasant. The fact that apparently I am now removing all that (detoxifying? clearing?) away from my subconscious system, so to speak, seems to be a great indication of progress and feels good.
), will be seeing her soon."Showbiz" people. Yuck.
Some more stuff of DMSI-related ilk was happening as well, but as usual when it starts kicking in, too much at once to write about, really.
Interestingly, I went back home and had a dream in which I was apparently vomiting some sort of atrocius, stinky bile. The dream felt so real I actually thought I'm vomiting in the physical reality in my sleep (fortunately I wasn't). This is very interesting, and I'll say - a big thing for me actually. Oftentimes, when faced with moronic behavior, manipulation, etc., I would physically start becoming nauseous - I remember two situations in which I nearly actually barfed because someone was incessantly working me and wouldn't stop no matter what I said or did (once it was my ex, another time a bunch of ex-friends). I make a pretty good lie detector because of this, but it's not exactly pleasant. The fact that apparently I am now removing all that (detoxifying? clearing?) away from my subconscious system, so to speak, seems to be a great indication of progress and feels good.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
