I went and played the money game me and 2 others play each Saturday. I told my buddies about my dream I had last night, and before I left, I was talking with my old sponsor, just me and him. He watches lots of movies, and I shared the last movie I'd watched was Groundhog Day with both of them, which was on Groundhog day. I shared that since I'm seeing how I've had little time for recreation lately. He'd bought "Christopher Robin" recently, and he asked if I'd want to stay and watch it with him. He said it had pieces of what I had spoken about.
I chose to stay. I watched it, and I cried some, for I really connected to the busy, scared, adult Christopher Robin. He seemed to letting go of both his wife and his daughter while simultaneously aiming to be the one his boss liked and turned to. When Christopher saw Pooh again, he acted like he'd normally done so, dismissing such "foolishness" as talking bears and childhood memories. But in time, he remembered the unreplaceable bond he'd made with Pooh and the others, and he chose to be there for them like he'd done when he was younger.
I'm very emotional right now, as simplicity requires little explanation. Pooh is a very simple bear, even describing himself as "a bear of very little brain", which Christopher Robins replies with "No Pooh. You are I think a bear of very big heart." It had me connecting back to myself and my own imaginations.
In fact, tomorrow, I'm going to do nothing. Go nowhere. Do nothing. Pooh said something which I'm going to "do". He said "Doing nothing often leads to the very best of something". I may write here, but nothing more.
Until then, goodnight.
I chose to stay. I watched it, and I cried some, for I really connected to the busy, scared, adult Christopher Robin. He seemed to letting go of both his wife and his daughter while simultaneously aiming to be the one his boss liked and turned to. When Christopher saw Pooh again, he acted like he'd normally done so, dismissing such "foolishness" as talking bears and childhood memories. But in time, he remembered the unreplaceable bond he'd made with Pooh and the others, and he chose to be there for them like he'd done when he was younger.
I'm very emotional right now, as simplicity requires little explanation. Pooh is a very simple bear, even describing himself as "a bear of very little brain", which Christopher Robins replies with "No Pooh. You are I think a bear of very big heart." It had me connecting back to myself and my own imaginations.
In fact, tomorrow, I'm going to do nothing. Go nowhere. Do nothing. Pooh said something which I'm going to "do". He said "Doing nothing often leads to the very best of something". I may write here, but nothing more.
Until then, goodnight.
I want to be FREE!
