11-21-2018, 01:06 PM
Interesting - yesterday I was going into a situation where I was going to have to argue for what I wanted, I felt major anxiety , it was like buzzing adrenaline in my chest, here’s the wierd part, it made me sharper and gave some emotional content to my game where as normally I’d just smile , be nice and give way to avoid conflict. I have a lot to learn about deal making - it’s a fascinating emotional game and I have a bit of altitude on my emotions in order to actually practice it. I want to look for opportunities to practice, considering moving to something more business / negotiation/ person facing than something analytical and abstract.
I’m on track to make $10k for my relative and this brings me both a sense of joy butbalso curiousity about what I can achieve for myself if I put myself to something where I’m motivated by something other than Just pure ego.
I’m on track to make $10k for my relative and this brings me both a sense of joy butbalso curiousity about what I can achieve for myself if I put myself to something where I’m motivated by something other than Just pure ego.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
