11-17-2018, 09:33 PM
Thank you Shannon. I truly appreciate your support...... As I re-read my post about it, I'm beginning to feel it now. I got choked up and spilled tears.
Broken is their "normal". And......I love them. Fear is what keeps people locked up in "broken". I lived there myself a very long time, and I'm still learning to walk away from broken, every single day. I've not even contacted my sister yet knowing the bitterness I've heard about recently. I'm unsure how or if I'll do so. Sounds very bad, very cold. I've remembered old emotional "slaps", and have not called or texted, me expecting more ugliness. I might on a whim. Most likely I'll do it without much thinking about it beforehand.
I'll let it go, sleep on it, and see what happens tomorrow.
Broken is their "normal". And......I love them. Fear is what keeps people locked up in "broken". I lived there myself a very long time, and I'm still learning to walk away from broken, every single day. I've not even contacted my sister yet knowing the bitterness I've heard about recently. I'm unsure how or if I'll do so. Sounds very bad, very cold. I've remembered old emotional "slaps", and have not called or texted, me expecting more ugliness. I might on a whim. Most likely I'll do it without much thinking about it beforehand.
I'll let it go, sleep on it, and see what happens tomorrow.
I want to be FREE!
