My break is over, I am on my first day of second cycle. I mentioned in Matt`s journal how I experienced reduced productivity and increased negative thinking during my 2-day break.
I thought it would go back to "normal" when I start listening to the sub but it hasn`t. Today I was still functioning on like 60% productivity. I still got sh*t done but it was a serious effort and I was a lot more distracted the whole day. I`m afraid. The faster I finish what I have to do, the faster I will see results. Or the lack of results which is what I`m really scared of. Ughhh....hopefully tomorrow will be better.
I thought it would go back to "normal" when I start listening to the sub but it hasn`t. Today I was still functioning on like 60% productivity. I still got sh*t done but it was a serious effort and I was a lot more distracted the whole day. I`m afraid. The faster I finish what I have to do, the faster I will see results. Or the lack of results which is what I`m really scared of. Ughhh....hopefully tomorrow will be better.
