11-08-2018, 07:48 AM
I did catch a bit of something, but I'm experienced enough to know how to deal with it so that I can continue bardic practice. Should be all good by next week's tour. I've been gunning for a bit of a higher repertoire lately (lately meaning - this past week, lol, whilst still working on the low-low stuff for balance reasons), and I've been experiencing the good 'ol "money note" fears due to that. But it should pass, I just need to get used to the higher tessitura.
Tomorrow I'll be USLMaxxing using the updated version in the morning. The secondary ASRB break of the previous version ends today. Much obliged to Shannon and the Indigo Mind Labs "where are the links? Is it linked yet?" (
) squad for the release!
Among other things, I am also noticing a marked increase in libido. A *marked* increase. And some stuff that could potentially be DMSI 3.3 TID, or just programming from DMSI 3.2 that stuck and is now coming to the forefront now that fear removal's in play.
That stuff I mentioned previously is in the process of being worked through. I have a lot of repressed anger due to the fact I'd get punished in situations in which I'd express discontent of any kind, and also being put in situations in which I felt I was being mistreated and frightened and nobody cared and even approached it in ways that made it look like it's my fault, presenting it as such to my parents, and my parents taking their word for it without question, and then I'd get yelled at or punished otherwise. Pah.
Tomorrow I'll be USLMaxxing using the updated version in the morning. The secondary ASRB break of the previous version ends today. Much obliged to Shannon and the Indigo Mind Labs "where are the links? Is it linked yet?" (
) squad for the release!Among other things, I am also noticing a marked increase in libido. A *marked* increase. And some stuff that could potentially be DMSI 3.3 TID, or just programming from DMSI 3.2 that stuck and is now coming to the forefront now that fear removal's in play.
That stuff I mentioned previously is in the process of being worked through. I have a lot of repressed anger due to the fact I'd get punished in situations in which I'd express discontent of any kind, and also being put in situations in which I felt I was being mistreated and frightened and nobody cared and even approached it in ways that made it look like it's my fault, presenting it as such to my parents, and my parents taking their word for it without question, and then I'd get yelled at or punished otherwise. Pah.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
